I love Allah and his Rasul SAW sincerely. Though I falter, lag behind, and slip, by the grace of Allah, I never allow myself to stay down. Of course I would like a break, too, sometimes! And that I'm given Al-Affiyah instead, but these difficulties are always opportunities for growth therefore I welcome it. I believe Allah has given me wisdom and proper judgement in much, and never am I expressing self-grandeur. I am very self-aware, observant, and always willing to question my beliefs as well as my views on anything important, so I know quite well when I'm talking nonsense that I'm unable to deceive myself! My seriousness in love for Islam goes beyond just words and I intend to prove that through my actions. I'm not consumed entirely by the akhirah, though, don't worry, for we are allowed to enjoy the dunya as well! And I intend to do so alone, or with you, that would be better. When Allah provides me the means. And though I do not have much to offer now (i.e., financial support and complete islamic understanding), perhaps He will grant me from Himself what I seek, not for what I am, but for what I will be... insha'allah. If Allah is to bestow upon me a righteous spouse that we may be each others tranquility... know that I will cherish you, honour you, respect you, be grateful for you, and most of all, love you as He wishes us to be, because long have I patiently waited for you.