I'm a by born muslim and used to practice Islam with complete faith throughout my life but I was involved in committing sins too. But suddenly the miracle happened and now I think I'm practicing Islam like never before after something bad happened in my life. I don't know what to say about me. But I'm from a very poor family, I don't have any job now unfortunately but I'm not looking for doing jobs as I've started my master's of Informatics in University of Oslo, Norway. After finishing my master's inshah Allah I'll look for my full time rijk. I'm a less speaker person, even I cannot express my emotions before someone at right time. All I have in my account is I'm honest. I love animals more than I love people because a relation between a human and an animal is based on complete trust and animals will never break your trust. Except these I think I cannot attract any person or family.

I don't know and I'm really worried and scared about marriage. But because this is recommended commandment and sunnah of prophet SAW, I'm interested. I believe these qualities will be enough for me to invest my this life and hereafter. 1. Beautiful, of course who doesn't like to have a charming wife? At least if my wife is good looking , shaytan even cannot convince me to go to other women. and I believe looking for goodlooking partners is not a sin. 2. Of course she will be a reason with whom we may go to jannah together and even we take many other people with us by our actions. 3. She should be supportive like wives of prophet and sahabas and I will also try hard to be as good husband as the prophet taught and hasabas were inshah Allah. 4. most importantly, she will love me like no other else at any condition or hard situation I go through. Will love me like no one does, and i will show how much love there is inside me given by Allah. 5. I want her support at any situation at any conditions or difficulties we face. 6. She has to commit that if I die she will not marry other man as I want her to be in jannah with me only. I don't know what should i say but I tried, may be i'm wrong, Allah knows the best.